I’ll Be Your Dream, You’ll Be My Destiny | 你是我的天，我是你的地
Last updated this blog 6 weeks plus ago. This is so unbelievable that my course ended as soon as it just started. Hmmm… Can say that it was full of experiences, be as a driver, ic, or even being part of the course. Everyday was so tiring, especially after a bad day of driving. There were days when I really do not understand what’s wrong with me. TP was really a big stress factor to me. Didn’t know how I can end the test feeling so numb that I made a super big mistake in parking. Thankfully, there was another chance for me to redeem myself, which I think I nearly blew that up too by making ridiculous movements. Aiya, really dunnoe what has gotten into me, first time go into test feeling alright and end up being so nervous and shaky. I really couldn’t bear to look at the test paper, cos that moment I really felt that both a pass and fail seem so unjustifiable. Forget it.
I must really thank my DI for his guidance and patience. Being his worst student out of the three, this fact gave me quite a bit of stress sometimes. But maybe cos the other two have either a 2b license or at least learn until before the test, that’s why they are way better than me ba. The interesting thing is that my DI never compared me to the other 2 (maybe there was nothing to compare ba… hahax!) and this really made me feel very comfortable learning under him. After the 2 pd assessment I felt really sorry towards my DI, cos the assessor always seem to be putting my DI down, making him seem like he cant teach. However, I can assure all that my DI really is a very good instructor, definitely a very patient one too. Mr Sieng, THANKS!
Above all, I had to deal with people that have an attitude of themselves being larger than life and people who are bend on getting out of the course. (Some more they are driver by vocation) I really don’t understand how people think sometimes. All in all, I am really happy and proud for those that persevere all the way to the end despite tough circumstances. Being through such situations before, I really understand how tough it can get. Only going through it then we can become stronger. That actually was one of my regrets in life, perhaps my first too. Not going to mention it here.
让我有一个原因振作起来。。。
Going back unit tmr le. Sianx. It is so exciting… (like real…) =p
A Song which accompany through my course:
I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Yeah..
I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down over me...
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..
Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...
oh yeah... oh yeah